Tuesday, November 22, 2011


So uhm I said casually that I was glad that my affair fizzled out.  I just realized that.  Uhm, I'm glad that I am not giving up more sleep than I am giving up.  I'm sad that muse wasn't up for more of what we had at the beginning.  It was really hot and fun.  I'm sad I'm not writing the torrid IMs planning for sex.  But my wrists are thanking me that I'm doing less typing.

Life is about finding the balance.  I'm sad about not having the affair work out because I was enjoying it.  But I was really operating past my body capacity and it's a good thing I stopped.  Uhm.  Just to be clear.  Some day he won't be celibate anymore.  I hope he'll call me.

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