Recently I was asked, "You do understand that you were tortured, right?" Not really. It feels like maybe my life was harder than average but what does "torture" mean anyway?
And I realized yesterday that my dream of traveling with the kids when Calli is over is a bit... not realistic right now. Unless I can get to the point where I can handle travel without having a nervous break down or crying I can't do that. I want to go to countries that are far less friendly to hyperventilating women. I can't do that right now. It's just not safe.
Lots to think about.