I just had an important realization. If someone sends me a message out of the blue saying, "Hey I was talking to _____ about you! It was great hearing how highly they think of you! It made me miss you. I hope you are well." and my response is to go talk to _________ and say, "Stay the fuck away from him he is a predator" then I should probably not be "friends" with this person on social networks.
That's a boundary. I like finding boundaries.
I told him no more than once. I don't call it rape because tongues and fingers don't count, right? But I said no. But I kept going back. I was lonely. I didn't really have other options. I kept saying no.
I don't want to have to keep saying no over and over. Once really should be enough.