I haven't gotten a full night of sleep in a week. At least one of the kids is up for hours every night. I am starting to feel angry and really physically bad. I feel so much hatred for my kids right now. And I can't just go fall asleep. If I could just go sleep when I'm tired it would work out. But after I've been woken up three or four times in one night I can't get back to sleep anymore.
This is the point when I start freaking out. I just cry and cry. It feels like my body can't do anything else. I'm not sure if I can handle going out and being social this week if I don't get any sleep.